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Nov. 23rd, 2013

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I'm glad I started this again. Even if no one reads it, which I doubt anyone will as hardly anyone uses lj anymore, it means I can vent a little.


I'm just feeling like shit today. Me and Allan were supposed to get married next year. But because he lost his job we can't afford it now. And now my brother and his fiancé are planning their wedding. It's just getting me down.


As is money, or should I say, lack thereof. Me and Allan are broke. I'm talking, don't know how we are going to pay our bills, broke. Now, this isn't a cry for help. But it is getting to me.


I've just spent all day wanting to cry. But I can't. I've got to put a brave face on. I'm a mum now, I can't afford to lose my shit.


Nov. 13th, 2013

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Hello LJ, it's been a while...

Well, its been a long time since I've done this. Over a year, in fact. So, there is a lot to catch up on!


Now, I know LJ isn't really used much by my friends anymore, so I'm probably going to remove the friends lock. That is, if I can figure out how to do that.


Lets see if I can remember whats happened in the last year.


I got made redundant from RBS. It sucked, but I'm glad it happened.


I started a new job at Hotels 4 U. Which is a good job. Got me back into the travel industry. But the commute is a bit of a bitch, as it's in Egham.


I became an Auntie. My niece Olivia is now nearly 9 months old. She is gorgeous. A right little character.


I moved out of Allans parents. With Allan, of course! Into a lovely 2 bedroom flat in Aldershot. If anyone reads back they will see that I was fucking miserable there.


And the biggest thing is that I became a mum! I was a bit surprised when I found out, as it was just before I left RBS. But I wouldn't change a thing. Riley is nearly 7 months old now, and by far the best thing to ever happen to me. Honestly, I could go on for hours about him.


I think I need to start blogging more. As I don't really have an outlet anymore. So maybe I'll give it a go.

May. 18th, 2011

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Saying goodbye is the hardest thing in the world to do :(

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May. 17th, 2011

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So much has happened recently. Bearing in mind last time I posted was when my dad went into hospital.

Well, my dad is better now. He had a few days in hospital, then he had his gall bladder taken out. So far, all is well. He hasn't had any issues.

I started my new job. I am loving it so far!! Everyone is really nice. The job itself is pretty good. I've still got a lot to learn though.

I moved in with Allan just over a week ago. Have settled in alright so far. It's a big change though.

The biggest thing really is that my parents move away tomorrow. I'm a hell of a lot more upset about it than I thought I would be. Keeping it together today has proved to be a challenge. I mean, as far as me moving out goes, I'm ok with it. However, knowing that my parents will be so far away is what's hurting me the most. It's not like I'll be able to just pop over for a cup of tea. In order for me to see them in the future a lot of planning will have to happen. Not only that, but the house that I have called me home for the last 8 years wont be my home anymore.

I've been such a wreck for the last few days. I can't keep it together. And the prospect of saying goodbye tonight is killing me. I know there will be a lot of tears today.

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Jul. 20th, 2010

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Have I ever mentioned how much I dislike people

No one in particular. Just people in general. Maybe it's because I've only been awake about an hour and a half and I'm already halfway to work. I swear this commute will be the death of me.

In happier news, for those that don't already know, Allan has popped the question! I am engaged! And I couldn't actually be any happier if I tried! I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with the man I love.

And there is also a possibility of me going back to Nothing is confirmed or anything, and I'd still have to go through the usual interview process, but I really am hoping this happens. But I'm not going to get cocky about it or anything. Allan reckons it's in the bag, but I'm not so sure. Either way, watch this space.

Right, let's see if I can get away with taking a nap on this platform....


Oct. 13th, 2009

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Dear job agencies,

Just because I am currently working in debt collections doesn't mean I want to continue that way. I hate my job and wouldn't wish it upon anyone else.

Please ask me what I want to do before referring me to jobs which are probably as shit at the one I'm in.

Many thanks,

The girl that does NOT want to work in debt recovery

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Mar. 1st, 2005

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not my friend? wanna be my friend? give me a damn good reason and i might think about it :D

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